can’t ascertain your explanation that we are just friends and nothing more i feel the same relief and frustration that one feels when slamming a door you make me happy and sad at the same time you make me feel good and bad at the same time you remind me of a deep blue sea so beautiful and scary you attract me like a battery pushing and pulling polarity
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there are perks to being solo i’ve done the research and now i know what people do when they don’t have a you there are perks to being solo i let my hair grow unruly it is a freedom, truly from my ankles to my cave, yes i’m really that brave nobody really likes to shave i am solo i am solo i am so very, so very, it’s so scary i am so very low i finally lost all that weight on a strict diet of heartache sadness gnaws at me so i don’t bother to eat on the outside, i look great and i picked up reading i make new friends with people i’ll never really be meeting it’s my best bet, the safest way to connect cause real life relationships are fleeting when my grandpa died, i think he might have taken happiness with him everything turned gray, colors washed away god refused to listen when my mom and dad finally got so sad they had to end their union it opened up my eyes, made me realize they are only human people say that love is the only answer but i know they’ve got to be wrong because this love’s my only question where is my love, why is it gone? when i left my home, i felt so alone fair weather friends turned their backs such a scary thought to go from having a lot to living out of plastic bags now i feel so strange and i know it will change who i am forever knocks the wind from me, brings me to my knees turns me into a beggar i’m the worst traveling salesman i’m pathetic and i’m poor my spirit’s in a tailspin my feet are fucking sore my legs must weigh a thousand pounds all i want to do is sit the more i give myself away the heavier i get and i keep ringing your bell, babe i keep knocking on your if you don’t want what i’m trying to sell, babe what do you keep on answering for? i limp along every day always wind up at your place you open wide, say come inside then slam the door in my face you’d think i’d get the picture, babe you’d think i’d get the hint you’d think i’d have the sense to convince some other resident sometimes i like my love so fast and furious
i think if i blink it might pass me by but sometimes i turn it down take in your scents and sounds take a deep breath and look around in case it’s the last time slow going, not knowing if this time will be the last so don’t go so fast, don’t go slow going, not knowing if this time will be the last so don’t go so fast sometimes i miss the chance to find the true romance in a stolen kiss or glance, they just pass me by but sometimes i realize this see the moment for what it is take time to blow another kiss in case it’s the last time i know it gets so hard sometimes to smell the roses the vine i know it gets hard to say i love you with the whole weight of the world right above i know that time just seems to fly don’t let the moment pass you by |
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